communication is the key?

i just spoke with my psychologist and she sees EXACTLY what i've been saying to her the whole time i think i've known her. i told her about how amanda just assumes that she's being supportive and helpful to me because she ASSUMES she knows what is the correct way to do things and what i SHOULD be concerned about- i'm not really sure how amanda figures she knows this because i haven't spoken to her and she hasn't came over to my apartment since i lived in BURNSVILLE- and that was in 2022.. so 3 years ago. the psychologist looked confused and said, "i'm not really sure how she figures she knows what's best for you if you guys haven't spoke since you lived in burnsville. it's kinda like there's NO communication between you guys.. and you said that every time you'd call her, you'd get her voicemail and she'd never return it." I am the one with a brain injury- SHE SHOULD be the one making the effort to communicate with ME. i'm sure that's also why my psychologist was confused. if she wants to appear so damn "HELPFUL"- she'd at least communicate with me. she's too good to speak to me though. my psychologist said confused, "if she worked a few hours a day- there's ALWAYS time in the day to communicate with you. even if it's just a few minutes." it's because she doesn't really care as long as i don't fit into her little box of conveniences. i get the picture she assumed being my advocate would be just like how my grandma was to my mom- a few problems with that- my grandma acted as my mom's payee PLUS housed my mom in the apartment my grandpa owned until it was pointlessly stolen away from her because of eminent domain. whatever. she needs to learn how to live on her own SOMETIME. i'm not wasting my fucking life because my mom never did anything with her damn life. i told my psychologist how i graduated from high school with honors and went to a few different colleges but nobody (mainly amanda and my mom) seem to want to RECOGNIZE what i did for myself because it wouldn't keep me in their comfortable little bubble of depending on government assistance and living in this state. EVERYTHING i've done and got myself- I got MYSELF WITHOUT THE HELP FROM AMANDA- which is definitely not what my grandma insinuated for me. i remember when i used to talk to amanda, i told her that i hadn't spoke to jem in a few years. she's doing EXACTLY what i told her that he did and she had seemed unconvinced he actually cared about me.. so wtf is the difference between her and him when it comes to communicating with me? did she assume because i still was willing to move for him when he didn't communicate with me that she could get away with the same shit and still be considered "supportive"? oh of course she did. she's a redumplikkkan.. aka hypocrite.